♪ I Hate Myself For Losing You

i woke up today│woke up wide awake in an empty bed staring at an empty room│i have myself to blame for the state im in today│and now dying doesnt seem so cruel│and i dont know what to say│and i dont know anyway anymore│i hate myself for losing you, im seeing it all so clear│i hate myself for losing you│what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why hes not here?│you got what you deserved, hope youre happy now cause everytime i think of both of you its killing me inside│and now i dread each day knowing that i cant be saved from the loneliness of living without you│and i dont know what to do, not sure that ill pull through│i wish you knew│i hate myself for losing you│im seeing it all so clear│i hate myself for losing you│what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why hes not here?│i hate myself for losing you│and i dont know what to do, not sure that ill pull through│i wish you knew│and i dont know what to say│and i dont know anyway anymore│i hate myself for losing you│im seeing it all so clear│i hate myself for losing you│what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why hes not here?│what do you say when everything youve said is the reason why he left you in the end?│how do you cry when every tear you shed wont ever bring him back again?│i hate myself for losing you.
~Kelly Clarkson~

♫ Apology (Acoustic)

sweat drips in my eyes│screams of lust we cry│tonight you are everything│youre everything│youre everything to me│no more as i wake from this perfect dream i can not stay and live this lie│for i now must think only of myself│and to think that you will not be scared or surprised id severed all these ties│this is the end│ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you│i feel so numb to see this bitter end│it has come to this, one last kiss│broken pieces will not mend to save our past, save our past now│this is the end│ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you, one last false apology, help me get over you│in my mind blood drips from your eyes│a beautiful last goodbye.
~Alesana~

♪ Crazy Train

crazy, but thats how it goes│millions of people living as foes│maybe its not too late to learn how to love and forget how to hate│mental wounds not healing│lifes a bitter shame│im going off the rails on a crazy train│ive listened to preachers│ive listened to fools│ive watched all the dropouts who make their own rules│one person conditioned to rule and control│the media sells it and you live the role│mental wounds still screaming│driving me insane│im going off the rails on a crazy train│i know that things are going wrong for me│you gotta listen to my words│heirs of a cold war│thats what weve become│inheriting troubles im mentally numb│crazy, i just cannot bear│im living with something that just isnt fair│mental wounds not healing│who and whats to blame│im going off the rails on a crazy train.
~Ozzy Osbourne~

♫ Addicted

its like youre a drug│its like youre a demon i cant face down│its like im stuck│its like im running from you all the time│and i know i let you have all the power│its like the only company i seek is misery all around│its like youre a leech sucking the life from me│its like i cant breathe without you inside of me│and i know i let you have all the power│and i realize im never gonna quit you over time│its like i cant breathe│its like i cant see anything, nothing but you│im addicted to you│its like i cant think without you interrupting me in my thoughts, in my dreams│youve taken over me│its like im not me│its like im lost│its like im giving up slowly│its like youre a ghost thats haunting me, leave me alone│and i know these voices in my head are mine alone│and i know ill never change my ways if i dont give you up now│im hooked on you│i need a fix│i cant take it│just one more hit│i promise i can deal with it│ill handle it, quit it│just one more time then thats it│just a little bit more to get me through this│its like i cant breathe│its like i cant see anything, nothing but you│im addicted to you│its like i cant think without you interrupting me in my thoughts, in my dreams│youve taken over me│its like im not me│its like im not me.
~Kelly Clarkson~